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I originally had an whole different idea for what I wanted to write today about goals and dreams and middle age. But my brain had different ideas. I take Abilify… Read more.

A poem about the struggles of self-loathing and negative internal monologue Looking down the barrel of my inner rageSelf loathing stares back at meYou did it againYou fucked it upThere… Read more.

For several years I was a hardcore Swftie. I still love Taylor Swift and her music, I just don’t obsess over everything like I did for awhile. I talk about… Read more.

Self-awareness is a valuable tool. Though too much may be problematic, or not. Growing up I wasn’t very self-aware at all. If anything I was pretty clueless about how I… Read more.

Making your illness work in your favor when your brain hates you Committing to my goal of being a full-time blogger and artist has been tricky. For one, I still… Read more.

A horrific study on trauma and grief I was really excited when this show was announced, and being from A24, I knew it would be good. I just had no… Read more.

Trying to Succeed as a Positive Force in the Outrage Economy I will be the first to admit, the more this page grows, the more tempted I am to “write… Read more.

Either because of my mania and bipolar, or anxiety of being restless, I feel like I have to do something productive or write something useful every day. I’m honestly not… Read more.

Thinking about Quantum Immortality and Past Lives I’ve been sure of this for awhile, but I’m even more certain now. No, I don’t have concrete evidence. I’m not sure how… Read more.

Why I won’t go away in my 50’s I’ll be 53 in December, but I honestly don’t feel like it. I mean, physically I do some days. My body is… Read more.